In the past twelve months, I have been on a profound journey of self-rediscovery. I’ve uncovered aspects of myself that I never fully acknowledged before. Through books, podcasts, and self-reflection, I’ve found confirmation of traits and behaviors that were always there but went unnamed.
This newfound self-awareness prompted me to evaluate my life’s direction and purpose. I began stepping out of my comfort zone, a place defined by familiar faces and routines. I pushed myself to explore new experiences, even attending events where I knew no one, forcing myself to be bold and meet new people.
One significant challenge I took on was pursuing a role for which I initially felt unqualified. Despite my fears, I didn’t let them hold me back. I didn’t want to live with regret for not trying. Although I didn’t get the role, I remained undeterred, confident that a better opportunity would eventually come my way.
I view these challenges not as closed doors, but as affirmations that something better awaits. The book “The Power of Regret” taught me that many people share similar regrets. For me, one of those regrets could have been not continuing my studies when I was younger. To avoid future regret, I decided to return to school.
Even with the support of my employers, I realized that balancing work and studies wouldn’t allow me to give either my full attention. I yearned for the freedom to work when and where I wanted. My most fulfilling work experiences involved working from home and spending time with my daughter, which brought me immense joy. I also cherished the camaraderie with my coworkers during team-building activities on weekends.
Despite having a stable job, I chose to quit and re-evaluate my plans. I recognize how privileged I am to have this option, thanks to a supportive husband. I trust that something better aligned with my passion for autonomous work will come my way. I replaced the fear of making the wrong decision with confidence in making the chosen decision the right one.
So far, I’m happy with my choice. I know challenges lie ahead, but with boldness and faith in God’s promises, I believe I can overcome any hardship that comes my way.